december ( thailand trip; shopping)
december ( thailand trip)
-----( during NYAA ceremony. everyone had preplanned to attack me during the candid shot!)

















2008 is a year that i will never forget.
many good & bad things have happened but still, it is a year that will stay in my mind forever.
i still remember exactly one year ago, gladys & i went to boat quay to celebrate new year.
we talked about the things that happened in 2007 & we really missed it.
but now, i realise that i miss 2008 more that i miss 2007.
i have no idea why.
maybe because i had alot of new experiences.
whether it was with friends, guys, stalkers, family, myself or what so ever.
it is a year that definitely taught me something.
it is a year that i definitely learnt something.
i must say that this year.. ouh, i mean last year ( for it's 2009 now) really passed very fast.
i feel as if the level camps were just over.
i feel as if i just got to know weifeng, terence, yiyong, etc etc.. all the 2/9'07 boys.
i feel as if i just got to know leon & shaun, the idiots who never fail to make me laugh.
i feel as if i just moved into tampines, & i still haven't gotten used to it yet, fyi.
i feel as if i just did my mid year examinations.
i feel as if the song "bleeding love" by leona lewis just came out.
i feel as if i just left bedok.
i feel as if i just did my nyaa.
i feel as if the last time i went for training was yesterday.
i feel as if i just went out with cris michael.
i feel as if i just met narash,logan, etc ..
i feel as if i just met.. nevermind.
i feel as if i just got winter.
i feel as if i told sis just YESTERDAY that i cant wait to be in upper sec.
look at me now, in secondary 4. gosh.
i just feel as if everything was just yesterday.
i always thought that i wanted to turn 18 as fast as i could.
but now, after realising that im turning 16 in like 6 months, im a little afraid.
everything is like so fast.
i guess time flies when youre having fun.
2008 has been a year filled with mixtures of the good & bad.
i will definitely miss you.
now for some confessions.
im sorry if anything involves any of you ( if you dont like it)
these are confessions. & were long over. hahah.
During the year of 2008,
i did alot of naughty things. confessions..
no.1 ) ive been such a bitch. ive talked to so many guys, in short terms. flirting.
no.2 ) gladys & i celebrated new year & we talked about 2007. the first thing we talked about was the outing we had with the 4 seniors of ours. afiq, varian, zakee & mike. zakee & gladys had a thing going on & it over. she couldnt get over it. so couldnt i. because.. here comes confession
no. 3) i liked afiq. yes i did. hahaha, but that was 2007. like around june. hahaha, so yes afiq!! YOU KNOW NOW! ( i know youre reading this) after that, i began to realise you were more like a close guy friend than a boyfriend material.
no.4) i thought the first outing with mike was kinda boring. haha, maybe because we didn't know each other well.
no.5) i hated terence alot at the start of the year. must be because of the conflict between us & zena, haha. sorry! but then i began to realise you're a really nice guy.
no.6) which means.. i also thought you deserved someone better. im sorry zena, terence does deserve someone better.
no.7) i thought that danette & weifeng were a disgusting couple. but as time went, i guess it was okay. love is blind =))
no.8) i missed aqilah & marinah alot. i missed the times we gossipped, the times we shared things.
i kinda still do actually.
no.9) sometimes i thought gladys hated me. because she totally ignored me or was being so ignorant. haha, im sorry gladys png.. but this was long ago!
no.10) i always wanted to be close to every guy & girl friend of mine. many people took things wrongly, so i sort of stopped my socialism for a while.
no. 11) i used to care alot about what other people said about me. now, not at all.
no. 12) i have drank without your permission sis, now you know.
no. 13) i got drunk in june & puked. i drank with an empty stomach okay! if not i sure would have not puked.. ( i think)
no.14) ive had a crush on a boy younger than me. & that's michael thong from 2/9.
no.15) i never wanted to do this confessions column but here it is.
i know most of you out there are shocked or what so ever but hey. 2008 was last year. i hope my words make you remember that year.
i love you 2008. i wont forget you. =))
ouh, & hello, 2009.
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