My dream

Vacation
To dream that you are having a bad or awful vacation, suggests that you are not able to escape from the daily responsibilities of your waking life. You are having difficulties coping with life's problems and issues.


i guess so..

So what really IS up?

From the time i woke up today,till now, i've been feeling rather down. I really can't figure out what's bugging me but Mum told me the first thing i woke up, that i "wasn't looking too good". I really don't know,it's like a few problems clogged into one & digging my brains out. It can't be that I'm PMSing, cause my date's over already. It can't be AMSing because my date was over loong ago. So what is it? Why the sudden rush of stress,problems,etc filling up in me? Maybe the exams? Maybe my mt paper 1 i'm having tomorrow? Maybe the Geog test that i'm having tomorrow? Or maybe the guilt, that 4 months have passed & nothing much has been done to improve my academic stuff. I'll go with the latter. Really, i feel so assholic now. Yeah,that's the word. Ass-ho-lic. Time flies, i mean,flew & will fly. It's scary, is it just me or is everyone feeling the way i do too?Cause if it is just me, i think it's time i started doing something about it. I should have,long ago. It's not too late, it's never too late; that's what i believe. Weifeng talked to me today, that made me feel much better. I feel more lighter,all the burdens were off me for that 20 minutes he spoke with me. But suddenly after the talk was over, i felt everything pushing it's way back into me again. Sometimes i wish i could be ignorant ya'know, like some people out there who live for themselves & ONLY THEMSELVES. In that way,you wouldn't have to care about what other people felt or what, you just live for yourself. As long as YOU are happy,life goes on..
I hate being in a situation like this,confused,stuck,pathless,lost.. Atleast if i knew why i was being like that, i would feel better as i would try to solve it. But i really don't know what's the matter. Wait, actually i somehow have a gist of what this is really about. But i DEFINITELY know things are not gonna change because my problems don't have a solution. Well, atleast MOST of em don't.

The only thing that made me feel happy today, was the bus uncle. I wish every bus uncle would be such. So they will start off my day with a smile,& end it with one too, no matter what happens inbetween.
Forget the past,Engage in the present & Believe in the future.

The wolf pack in NewMoon

from left to right, Paul,Sam,Jared,Embry.. Taylor Lautner isn't inside yet. & shaun just gave me one of the most disappointing,heat-breaking news every about taylor lautner. Argh..

So it's a saturday

jia le's calculator.. so cute!

a boyfriend who mistreats his girlfriend.. hmph..


guess who??

Had lessons in the morning, but before that gladys & i had hotcakes at MAC! The sun has been scorching hot for quite sometime,facing it for like 2 minutes can give you a badbad headache.. After geog lesson, came back home straight. The heat spoils the mood, i don't feel like going anywhere but home right after school. Got home, ate again,slept for 5 full hours(OMG FAT ASS I KNOW). Bathed & everything, waiting for mum to get prepared so she can bring me for.................SHOPPING!

I everytime make it sound to everyone that you're at fault. & i always forget that it was ME, who made this choice. I hope(know) it's for the better of the both of us :)

we DID study

couple 1


couple 2
shaun's new girlfriend.. ermm.. volcan 300?!

couple 3(terence,jessie)








couple 2 & 3

couple 4








gonna study again later. Ouh no, here comes another saturday which is gonna be ruined. I think the worst feeling ever is to wake up early in the morning just to go to school ON A SATURDAY.

Lil shopping with dukes(&a,g,s)

i was bored okay!! what do you expect..

these remind me of amos

ghost rider yaww!



see the heart! so cute!



off to study for chem test tomorrow. we're gonna study, no matter what happens. & ouh mygosh, thanks to gladys png everyone's had bubble tea 3 days in a row.

Winter

awww, he's watching sis get dressed. PERVERT!




ball; a dog's number one distraction. 300 was shown on HBO! haha!


he waits & waits for the ball.


he's so cute! i miss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm