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i feel like saying some things out here.
i feel like i need to express myself by saying somethings.
but somethings are better left unsaid.
so yeah.
ouh well.
i just need to go out, have fun, party, nightlife, dance, camwhore, scream, make a fool out of myself.
im a girl.
i wanna be who i really am.
i dont want to put up an act for anyone.
i dont want to obey mum's rules, for just one day.
i dont want to listen to what other people say, for just one day.
i wanna embarass myself, for just one day.
i want to splurge, for just one day.
i wanna be naughty, for just one day.
i wanna club, for just one day.
i wanna be an 18 year old, for just one day.
i wanna do something not for my age, one day.

im just awaiting for that one day.

thanks shaun
thanks amos
thanks weifeng
thanks faris
thanks.
too much of a coincidence aint it?
why am i not getting over this feeling?