im back from a tiring, sunny scorching day at east coast park. it was fun. but now i look like shit. like super black, pitch black. ahhhhhh, great! i wanted to make use of this holiday & get b ack to my normal colour but na-ah.
guys, this suck.

&, do you guys know when life sucks the most to me? when i cant have it the way i want it to be. im talking about simple things here, aiite. like not being able to look the way you want to because of some DUMB reason. not being able to eat or sleep the way you want to. yeah, EAT OR SLEEP.

i cant even eat or sleep the way i want to. i cant exercise the way i want to. & why? because im being stopped like for fuck. it's like, your life's not yours anymore. it's being controlled by someone else.

god safe me laa please. ouh yeah, he wont. cause apparently, im always the one in the wrong. LIKE ALWAYS. yaa okay. blame me for all you can.

& you guys, if you have parents who think their prestige is the most important thing in this fucked up world full of useless people, blame yourself. cause that's the way they want it to be & the situation's settled. but still, they SO dont care about what we feel.

cause remeber, you guys, we're just robots to them. they accidentally give birth to us & OUH NO! no choice but to keep us. so make use laa. ah. whatever.